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The Last of Us (Wolf form) by giinga
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Alright..... This masterpiece is what brought me and you together.... So it gives me "the viewer" the same feel of the game. In fact yo...


this drawing again needs WAY MORE EFFORT but the art it's self is just really lacks effort. Well the idea is incredibly origional I nev...

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Hello everyone. I wanted to inform you all that I am very grateful for the amount of support you guys give me. From viewing my art or simply following me I am trully grateful. I want to give you guys the best quality of art. So, I'm not coming back for a while. I will be practicing until I think my art is worthy enough to even post on my page. I haven't really felt proud of myself. I have been loosing favorites and views. I believe that this is because my fans think my art is going bad. This is not all about my fans but its also about me. I think I can improve, and posting art every time you draw something isn't want I should be doing.
Tayerr hates the Trainers by Delsonquilava
Tayerr hates the Trainers
I based this off of a scene in the grand theft auto 5 trailer. I thought this would be a great idea for a fan art for the all time best artist I know. This has to be the worst piece I have ever drawn for my level of experience XD. Im sorry tayerr but this was ment to eb a birthday gift, but it got delayed a lot. :iconalbinotopaz: #tayerr #pokemongo
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I honestly don't want anyone to hear about my pain, neither me helping teenagers with issues they can't solve. But, this is the only way since I am chicken to go to therapy, or call a hotline number. My 9th grade year has been the worst I've ever faced. I nearly got held back in biology and geography, my mother and father's relationship has only been creating more and more distance, and worst of all I had to deal with two mental teenagers who called me their "brother." This was all before Ube was made. To begin, my mother and father have almost been yelling and arguing with each other for 1 quarter of my school straight. One night was so bad my father kicked out my mom which made her spend the night at a hotel in the city nearby. Even better, it was all about a disagreement with a carpet (I even had to wake up super early just to sneak into her closet and get her things without alerting my father). I had a tough time in biology, I couldn't memorize what I needed before a test, I could barely even grasp the main concepts of each chapter (tutoring didn't even help me). Geography I was doing well, but in the course project I did bad in. Who would've known that searching for issues in the Russian government could be a pain. Last those two people in a previous journal, Jeffery and Carlton (they were girls so idfc), I have practically no memory of them anymore. All I remember was that every night they would just have nervous breakdowns and they come to me just to soothe them. This all built up inside of me until one day my father had to go drop off my brother and sister to school because my school started later. It was only my mother and me in the house. She told me that she was just... tired of everything that has been going on. She told me that she needed to spend a day or more away because she couldn't deal with my father and my siblings and I. I took this as an act of abandonment. I honestly tried to keep my cool. I told her that I am not the person to talk about problems with. She then began to talk about how bad my dad was and then, something inside of me just broke. I lost it and I went on telling her how she thinks that she's everything and how she's better over everyone just because she's Ilocano, but she's not. How she ended up working at a dead end job as a hospice agent and how she isn't rich like other sucessful people. If she was then I'd give her that, but she's not so don't even talk as if you're some billionare in Dubai. She began crying, crying hard. Eventualy she said that she refused to drop me off and how she wanted me to stay back from her. My father came back not too soon and he saw everything. I told him the situation and then he looked at me, furious. He continuously called me stupid and an idiot. I just lost my senses and I began laughing hesterically to the both of them. I also began crying too. I said that I've had it with everything I I couldn't take it, and how I just wanted to commit suicide. My mom just kept crying and my father yelled, "BULLSHIT." Funny thing was, this was all before my biology finals. After all of the late night breakdown texts, to the arguing, to even the stress from school, and every day in the counsler's office led me going to my counsler telling her that I can't go to biology class. I told her everything of that morning. I told her that I can't take it anymore, how my father would always yell at my mother, to the emotional abuse my father lut me through. I told her how whenever they yelled I always suggested to them to hit me just so I can be sent away to a foster home. After all of this, I've matured much more, and I've become more devoted to my goals in the future, but I have lost my ability to trully sympathize with other people and to feel sadness and sorrow, and to deal with emotionally unstable people. And I still believe to this day that all of this happened was for me not being able to learn between dicipline and abuse, and how I never learn from my mistakes due to my stubborness.
If you read all of this, I hope it explained why I was absent for a while, why I became an emo, and why I changed from my happy, care free self.
Urban Murader by Delsonquilava
Urban Murader
Due to the annoncement of Day's Gone and The Last of Us I thought post-apocalypse theme would be great. #husky #postapocalypse #anthro
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Pheagle-Adler Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016
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HunterDarkWolf Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2016  Student Artist
Hey
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Delsonquilava Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
hello
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HunterDarkWolf Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2016  Student Artist
How are you
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Delsonquilava Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
I'm good
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PrinceAndrews Featured By Owner Edited Jan 25, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for the favorites!
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the favorite :)
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Delsonquilava Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
No thank you for the inspiration
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Fronky-Plz Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2015  Student Filmographer
Happy late birthday
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RexVortexHusky Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy birthday! :)
i shall miss you when you leave, I hope you find everything you look for in life
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